I finally did it today!

Well, I finally did something I've been wanting to do for years...I finally sat down and wrote my father and stepmother a letter telling them exactly how I felt about them and why I haven't talked to them for so many years. I outlined to my father (and to her as well), the things that they had done to me, and gave them my reasons for not going around them. It took me over two hours to write the letter, which stretched to over 13 pages long! BUT, now that I've finally done it, after all these years (over two decades), I feel a huge sense of relief and like my mind is clear of it. At least I've said my piece....I have no idea how they will react or even if they'll read it all, but at least it's out there. I'm sure they'll be pissed, because the language in quite a few places was pretty harsh! But you know, they've done a lot, and have a lot to apologize and make up for, so they'll just have to excuse the harshness...OR they don't have to. It's up to them...LOL. At least I feel better.